Nothing's happened for a while... i'm kinda just sittin here... alone...

My arms are on fire!! I have to use this icy hot shit to make my arms hurting go away. TTxTT

Okay, so like, all weekend, I had to listen to my Grandma bitch about how fat I am. (not last weekend, but the weekend before) So, I tell her that I have been trying to lose weight, but she just keeps going on and on and on.  My friends keep telling me I'm not fat, but both Grandma's talk about how fat I am, and my mom and dad don't deny it, and my sister and brother call me it all the time.  Now, I'm just wondering, are my friends right, or just trying to make me feel better about myself? ... I mean, I'm losing the forty pounds anyway, but I'm just wondering...

Urgh, I've been doing pushups, and crunches, and situps all weekend, and my arms hurt really badly, and so does my stomach...

I started at, sadly, 98 pounds when I moved to IL, and gained a buncha pounds until i was 155. But, I also had a MAJOR growth spurt as well.

See, when I moved here, I was 4'5.  Then during the summer between fifth and sixth grade, and grew to 5'2. ^     ^;  So, I'm thinking it was because of that, and not because of little ol' me eating 1-2 meals a day.

I've lost 7 pounds in the last two weeks!

~ashlyn, <33333